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Hello Beautiful souls 💜
Just wanted to share that I just finished my Fall Semester 2022 online at UVU here in Texas.
5 classes and 16 credits. I had Spring , Summer and Fall semester to do back to back. It's been hell of a ride dealing with my inflammatory arthritis and Oestoarthritis flare ups, pain and discomfort. Working on type 2 diabetes on the highs and lows . Going on and off meds and insulin. Trying to find meds to help and dosage and calm my gastroperisis.
Seeing several docs and specialists and numerous tests and procedures. It's exhausting. All with having twin and her 2 boys here from November 2021 to June 2022.
It was an adjustment but we were so blessed to have family here and help them while she went through her divorce and had time to spend with us.
Now she's in her own place with her boys in Tennessee and Tarl and I are in Texas . He's working as technical writer during day and we're doing creative projects.
Also excited that we started a dream ofind as well along with school and other things. We have online blog and book and gift shop
www.jackieinspires.com Check it out .
Now that I finished Fall Semester 👊😀😀😀😀 Tarl and I can enjoy the holidays together. I will have 3 weeks off . It's been so long since I did other semesters back to back .
So, we'll work on creating projects. De-stress, just enjoying the time. I can't wait to add more things to the shop and work on art and catch up on Hallmark and sleep.
Ty to my husband Tarl and all others for your support. Means so much to me.
After 3 week break it's spring semester of 5 classes and 18 credits, then last semester in summer 2023 with 15 credits and internship.
So close to graduation family science degree.
All goes well Walk May 2023 GraduateSummer 2023 . 40th birthday june
Please know and helps so much ⬇️⬇️⬇️💜💜
Any sales from shop or donations to Venmo-jackieinspires or Paypal-jackieinspires@outlook.com helps with my tuition and other things I need for our store .
Don't give up even when you've reached your breaking point. There is strength and goodness within to help you . I been there many times. I'm so close. I believe in you.
Keep shining ✨️ Be inspired ✨️
~Jackie Inspires ~
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"You're Not Alone "by Jackie Telford 2022
Newest wood art piece. One challenge I completed.
I've always been real on my Feelings. Usually I Express in an artistic way or words. I'm coming close to 4 weeks left of fall semester. I then just have 2 semesters left till graduation. Been a long journey.
The thing is I've always kept going in anything and did my best and even when things or people literally wanted to be rid of me. When adversary tries or thinks he has won. I come back even stronger.
You see I love my life and my amazing journey with Tarl . I am grateful in all circumstances. But sometimes things get so overwhelming and challenging 😪 like school and big project coming up. Also the many specialists I see, off meds for diabetes then try this , off 2 insulin then back on with mix.
My rheumatoid arthritis and Oestoarthritis with horrible flareups especially weather changes it hurts. I'm 39 and I have had over 12 surgeries, tons of procedures, tests, medicines, and other challenges. I hurt . I cry. I push to get out of bed at times. It comes and goes. There's no exaggerating. It's exhausting.
Tarl sees its and I love he can hug and pray for me or bless me. I am safe with him. And it helps me know how blessed I am despite my trials. I have my special person.
But he can't take away my pain, my challenges or overwhelming situations in school or life. He is there. Just as our Savior. I pray for angels just as he was in Gethsemane being strengthened. We're not alone.
Lyrics I've written 🎶🎶🎶
I just ask that we show each of our family members near and far or those friends or family we haven't spoken to , show more compassion and love. More communication and empathy. Even those in community, church, neighbors, strangers around the world.
Not just when disasters or trauma or holidays. Everyone hurts. Everyone sins. Everyone has needs and challenges. Just love not judge. Please. Please look after yourselves, family and love ones. Because we all need that light within us to shine and definitely the saviors love which comes from all . Especially when you've had enough and feel helpless.
Share goodness. Mourn with others. Love one another. Help one another. Treat one another . Forgive one another. Care for one another.
Be there for each other. Near or far. Surprise. Text. Vist. Gift. Love. Hug. Pray. Each day . Show support and let others know you're there and they are important. ( Not just holidays)
I could use prayers of strength too. 💜
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Keep shining ✨️ Be inspired ✨️
~Jackie Inspires ~
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I wrote this poem in 2015 after losing my last grandma who I was close too along with few friends.
There were many suggested to turn my poem into a song . So as a rough draft I did that with help from a friend John who put some music to it.
I really want to make a cd . I have many lyrics and a voice but I don't make music to complete a song. Since I was little I have always used language and the arts to help understand myself and others better. To serve, love and support through my talents.
One day when I can afford and find some willing to help make that cd, it will be a blessing. Being a singer and I was in choir, ensemble, plays, programs, chorus, solo etc.
So here I share part of my heart. I hope you share with others that may be struggling or you're missing your loved ones. Or those about to pass on. I feel for you. I send my love and most of all my heart through a song or poem however you wish to understand the emotions and words. My heart is with you. May you find comfort in my words.
Here is the rough draft of song years ago. It will be better one day if that day opens.
Keep shining ✨️ Be inspired ✨️
~Jackie Inspires ~
THAT MOMENT By Jackie Telford (C) 2015
That moment when you touched my life.
That moment when I never wanted you to leave my side.
That moment i cried so hard or felt broken inside
That moment i didn't want to say goodbye.
I love you so much and hurt at the same time.
Nobody can understand the pain i feel inside
Wherever you are you always have a place
Deep inside my heart that i can't erase.
No matter if we saw each other day by day
I know you loved me even the same.
You are gone and it takes time to comprehend
Loving you grows stronger with no end
That moment you were gone i just knew
That it was real and i had to believe it too.
That moment that your pain was gone
I knew you were in a place where you belonged.
Say hello to all the loved ones and hug them for me
Have them do the same for you from me
I can't express what you mean to me
I can't express how you touched so many lives
I just want to express you were always loving and didn't think twice.
No matter the reason you filled our life with joy
You laughed,you cried,and you never left anyone behind you were so very nice.
Only to notice that moment is still
Wishing i could hug you one last time
Wishing i didn't have to say bye
WIshing i spent more time with you
Wishing you knew how much i cared for you.
No matter how you touched my life
No matter who you were in my life
You loved me no matter what.
The words you told me will always stay
Deep inside me and reminded on my bad days.
Your sweet spirit that everyone knew
Will guide and keep me going through
Never giving up hope to see you again
Because that is eternity my friend
I know where you are and so glad of that.
Thank you heavenly father for sharing with me
An angel who loved so many unconditionally.
Because of that moment it helps when you went away
Being able to look Brighter each day
.As you listen to my words and see my tears
I love you forever and will not fear
For one day we will be together
We will always stay close together
But now as you part for a short time
Know that others you touched in your life
Will remember you too and we all stick together
Because you taught to love one another and we all belong together forever.
Till we meet again i want you to know loving you never ends
Till we meet again my wonderful friend.....
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